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man, you won't believe what a good time waster i am. i just started my studying today!!! my gawd!!and i have to sit for my exam on monday!!! really..all those unproductive activites simply must stop!! but it's darn hard to stop them cos i'm addicted to it!!! and today was just a warm-up!!! man!!!

anyway that aside, hm.. i was reflecting a lot today..about myself and stuff around me..about how things in the past few years or months or weeks or days (or even hours)..thinking maybe i should have done that or shouldn't have done this and stuff. no use brooding over them yeah for it's already done, but one should look into history some time to learn what and how one did wrong to prevent them from happening again, no?

then as i was flipping through my old letters, a realisation suddenly hit me..not that it was in any way connected to my thoughts at that time..hm..i hate to admit this, but i think nic was right. i am a "stalker." i mean which person in right mind would urrgh well sort of find out about her long lost ex (where is he currently staying, what is he doing, his home and office address ehem both complete address!!). i don't know why i did it. hm..or maybe...this is what one can call a talent, no? maybe i could make a good PI, private investigator! lol. who knows eh? but i kinda stop for months now, since last april and yes, i was so darn tempted to do it again so i shall make a vow here and now to:
- STOP digging info about him from any resources, both human and internet
- STOP making "prank calls"
- STOP compiling those pieces of info

to simply put it, i am STOPPING all these nonsense now.

but well you know maybe i can become a journalist or reporter after all, no? i have this cat's curiosity.

future

for a moment i thought i knew what am i going to do after finishing my diploma...then i wasnt so sure anymore..now i don't quite care anymore. i just want to live one day at a time and que sera sera.

The Favourite of the Year 2006

uh well...after sorting out my thoughts and all, i came to this...


Fave Book: A Kingdom of Hearts, Fruits Basket

Fave Manga/Comic: Fruits Basket

Fave Artist: Nicole Kidman, Angelina Jolie

Fave Actor: Tom Welling, Takuya Kimura

Fave Show: Smallville, Charmed, Fruits Basket, Inuyasha

Fave anime: Fruits Basket, Inuyasha

Fave Character: Kyo (Fruits Basket), Tohru (Fruits Basket), Inuyasha(Inuyasha), Sesshomaru (Inuyasha)

Fave Man: Inuyasha, Sesshomaru, Kyo, Tom Welling

Fave Colour: green and purple?? i think i'll stick with green..

Fave spot: bathroom & bedroom

Fave Band: Do As Infinity, the Wreckers, Queen

Fave Singer: Freddie Mercury, Utada Hikaru, Michelle Branch & Jessica Harp/the Wreckers, Tomiko Van/Do As Infinity, Namie Amuro

Fave song: Enrai, Oasis, Fukai Mori, Tangerine Dream (Do As Infinity); I'd Rather be in Love, Here With Me, Goodbye To You, Breathe, Tuesday Morning, All You Wanted, You Get Me (Michelle Branch); WoWa, Come, Can You Celebrate (Namie Amuro); Passion, Devil Inside, Easy Breezy, Making Love, Dareka no Negai ga Kanau Koro, Be My Last, Keep Tryin' (Utada Hikaru); One of Us (Joan Osbourne); Cigarettes (the Wreckers)

Fave OST: songs in Fruits Basket series, songs in Inuyasha series