it has come

it's inevitable. i have always known that. the time has come for me to really let go.

i have no regret that i did what i did. if i could do it all over again, i would still do the same thing. and i chose to believe in you. i did back then and i still do now.

it was and still is the most beautiful thing that has ever come into my life. it's like i finally understood what the fuss is all about when poets sing high praise over this.


you brought so much happiness and joy into my life. you taught me a great deal about things in life. you always gave me strength and courage when i needed. you supported me. you cared for me. you always believed in me. and i know that i had your love back then. i know that there'll always be a place for me in your heart, just as there'll be for you in mine.
i am what i am today, partly because of you. and for all these beautiful memories and experiences, i thank you.

if we were to meet again someday, i know i would be able to give you a sincere happy smile.

it's happening

and so it's happening.

gradually,
slowly.

but it definitely has begun.
they have come and sit together to talk.
and they have come to an agreement.
but it won't stop there. somehow i just know that it won't.

this is what i've been praying for.
we would acknowledge our differences and yet we would still love each other.
we would face those differences and would not let them get in our love.

this is what i've been longing for.
even though, it's too late for us.
but at the very least, others won't have to go through the bitterness that we tasted.

and i thank You for answering my prayer. now i finally know and understand that all i have to do is to trust my life in You and to have a little more faith that there is a right time for everything.

everything is appropriate in its own time.