my other half

she is here!

finally!

after only-God-knows how long, she's here! my other half is here.

hell, i know it may sound wrong but that's how i have always felt since we first met in elementary school. i remember thinking "whoa, she's like my other half..."

it's like if she is 'yin', then i must be 'yang'. if she is water then i must be fire.

hell, even our pet family names combine to form a proper complete word.

though now we may not know everything about each other as we used to and that we both have grown and changed separately, i still think of her as my other half.
as much as i love her (and because i do), there is this one thing which has always been bothering me. i have always hoped she would change her proper and polite speech and manners.

she always speaks so proper, so polite. and her manners with everyone at home and outside is painfully too polite (for me). it's like as if she is refraining herself. and i want her to break through that. i want her to be free and to be at ease with herself.

random thought no 2

recently, i've found myself growing more and more fond of the name "Bella". i think it'd make a darn pleasing-to-the-ear name for my future girl. but of course, that would just be a part of her full name.

Bella
Bella
Bella

oh my, it feels too damn good saying it that it makes me want to have a kid right now just so i could call her that!