no matter what i do, it is never enough!
no matter how much effort i put in, it is never enough!
no matter what i do and how much i try, it is never ever enough!

i don't hope for any gratitude! i just want you people to appreciate what i do. i don't need you to criticise and tell me that what i have done for you is not enough!

why? why is it that whatever i do, you are never satisfied? why do i feel that you would only love me when i do more? am i only loveable when i conform to do what you expect me to? so when i don't do what you expect me to, am i of no more value to you? is that how much i'm worth? just some errand girl who does your errand and someone whom you can vent your insecurities to?

well, let me get these out of my system! you people are ingrateful brats. i will not be the considerate errand little girl anymore. i will suck out as much as i can. just watch me!